Saturday, August 2, 2008
hello.
i have decided to write something here.
because i cant write it on my own blog.
thing number one.
BALTIMORE IS ACTING VERY STRANGE.
if i'd known things would've ended up like this,
i should've stayed in dance...
never gone for guitar and gone nuts...
never wasted my time on truth or dare...
never clung on.
on hindsight...
i was subconsiously falling for kyoto all along.
(:
lol,
do you think he knows he's kyoto?
HAHAH.
the thing number two:
it's strange to see someone go through the same thing as you,
except its lag by about three years.
heh, phase difference XD
i dont know how to tell matt that its:
1. what he thinks he's feeling is not for real
2. it'll all just kill him in the end
3. she'll turn to him only when she needs him.
4. he'll just be angry with her and himself in the end
like me.
i wasted two years...
we were "best friends"...
now i'm angry,
he's confused...
we havent had a proper conversation for 5 months.
confession:
i do want my lor mai kai brother back.
should never had said anything...
maybe i grew up.
he obviously hasnt.
so i left him behind.
like i left others...
whoops digressed.
do i let matt destroy himself again?
lets leave it at that for now.
the thing number three:
i realised today what/who i'm up against.
feeling slightly insecure...
falling too far and too hard.
rah.
refer to rcchan for the rest.
boof.
ivy please blog before you go to cambridge...
BYE.
listen, the BUNNIES are talking
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